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| I need a hug |
| 10.03.07 (12:03 pm) [edit] |
|
I haven't had anything to eat since Monday evening. The thought of food makes me want to throw up. I was at a meeting this morning and I had to hold it together to keep from crying. My wallpaper on my laptop is a really cute picture of Sassy. I want a hug. |
posted by: LadyG (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (9:17 am)
First of all you have got to eat something.
Just go and have a good time and don't agonize over something the future holds.
((((BIG HUG)))
posted by: PirateGirl (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (9:53 am)
((Big hug)) from me too...
*I couldn't see your pics of Sassy in your previous post, but I'll try again later - I'm so very sorry for your loss - I still have pics of my animals sitting out
- PG
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (10:00 am)
{{hug}}
What are you going to do? Not think about the complications that could arise with Hot Stud and enjoy your getaway! And try to eat a little something.
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (10:08 am)
Reply to: rosietulips
I'm drinking some iced green tea and I can barely keep that down. In my 'fat days', I'd be consoling myself with a box of Krispy Kremes. Downward spiral from there. I guess this is my over-reaction to make sure I don't turn to food. I need a new outlet. Sex maybe? I don't even feel like shaving my legs. I'd just love to curl up and snuggle with someone. Or I could go shoe shopping. But I'm not in the mood to shop for shoes. (Oh My!)
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (10:09 am)
Reply to: PirateGirl
Fortunately, I dug out some waterproof mascara this morning. I feel numb and sad and helpless that I couldn't do anything.
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (10:11 am)
Reply to: LadyG
I guess we can call it the 'dead cat diet'. No appetite. I even threw up Sprite last night. I don't feel hungry or weak, just numb.
I missed her this morning ringing the bells by the back door to be let outside while I was fixing coffee.
Shit. I'm sitting here in a coffee shop crying again.
posted by: squirrelzone (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (10:18 am)
Here's an electronic hug from me to you. Just wrap your arms around your monitor and lightly squeeze.
posted by: auntconi (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (10:41 am)
You HAVE TO EAT/DRINK ~ I don't care how many times you urp, keep trying to keep something down ~ or you will be in trouble.
I am sure I don't have to tell you this info, but since you are grieving I'll give you the benefit of the doubt that you are not processing well; either mentally or systemically.
One cannot go w/o liquid for very long w/o serious complications ~ I do not want to see you in a medical crisis.
Sassy would not like you to do this to yourself
~ and told me to give you some ((hugs))
~ and here are some from me ((hugs))
posted by: PirateGirl (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (10:56 am)
Reply to: scubadiva
I felt the same way when our dog had to be put down - she had had a stroke - later we found out it was due to Hartz blockaide for fleas and ticks - they have since banned this product - would have been good if they had tested it more first, but I'll leave that one alone. - You're so right, it's so hard not being able to do anything.
- as far as food - maybe try this - a few regular saltine crackers and some coca-cola ( I find that works the best for settling your stomach) - let the coke go a little flat, it's less harsh on your stomach that way. - and see if you can take one day off of work - or maybe leave early one day ? - sounds like you could use a little quiet time.
Prayers and hugs
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 10.03.07 (11:03 am)
Reply to: auntconi
I know I need to eat. I just can't. I am drinking but I still feel like I'm going to throw up. I think it goes back to my old days where I'd use food to self-medicate. I don't feel it right now, but there are times that I feel like if I start eating, I won't stop.
Hot Stud is leaving for work - he's going to be gone for the next 10+ days. Not sure what I'm going to do with myself. I have a great extended support network - friends checking in with me. I just don't want to let myself slip into depression. I have a lot to look forward to with the new job and the consulting work. And I have the trips to Memphis and the chi-chi resort to look forward to.
I wanted to fit into a cute new pair of pants before I leave for my trip for the new job. Maybe this will make that happen a little sooner
by Redonthehead