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| Realistic |
| 06.12.07 (7:32 pm) [edit] |
| Had my 2nd to last session with my therapist today. Of course we covered the latest developments regarding the rape case and how I felt. But we also got into another topic. It was sort of like opening a can of worms in the 4th quarter with 2 minutes on the clock... As much as I am a people-person, I don't like the attention to be focused on me. I'm uncomfortable getting compliments and have even more difficulty taking them seriously. Frequently, I'm told I'm an exceptional person, that I'm dynamic, thoughtful, intelligent, blah blah blah. I don't buy it. I don't think it's necessarily a self-esteem issue. I'm just realistic. |
posted by: PastorDave (reply)
post date: 06.12.07 (7:23 pm)
So you, realistically, don't think much of yourself? Hah. I think you need to find some guy that truly appreciates you, the real honest-to-goodness you. That would do wonders.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (8:03 am)
Millions of people can't be wrong?? I think you are being hard on yourself!
posted by: auntconi (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (8:56 am)
ahem, let's make that 'too hard' on yourself!
You just need to apply some of the hair products you have to your gorgeous hair and smile, smile, smile ...
Hmmm, seems like there could be a little song here ... hmmmm
Seriously, have a good day and be good to yourself! *hugs*
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (10:39 am)
Reply to: rosietulips
Me? Hard on myself? (like I've never heard that one before! LOL)
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (10:41 am)
Reply to: PastorDave
I am intelligent...but the rest of it? I don't believe I'm exceptional. I have a hard time accepting compliments or praise. I imagine it goes back to being a kid - nothing was ever good enough. Always set the bar for myself extremely high and parental criticism (be it actual or perceived) perpetuated it.
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (10:43 am)
Reply to: auntconi
Ironically, I got my hair trimmed - and she was so conservative in the trimming, you can't even tell I got it cut. Might go back and ask for more or date I jinx myself?
posted by: auntconi (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (4:29 pm)
Reply to: scubadiva
~ she obviously listened to you
~ I'd say it would be fair to give her another chance when you want 'something' done with your hair.
Good deal that you had a positive experience this time.
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (4:33 pm)
Reply to: auntconi
Fortunately, my hair grows quickly... I'm going to give it a day or two and decide if I want a little more taken off. (It still looks scraggily.)
posted by: auntconi (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (5:31 pm)
Reply to: scubadiva
~ good luck to you ~
posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (6:22 pm)
Reply to: auntconi
According to my horoscope tomorrow. I'm up shit creek.
It says...
trips both short and long will likely be mired in mechanical difficulties (Flat tire? Something else mechanical)and delays of all types (late for all my back to back to back to back lunches/meetings...Uou will get to your destination eventually, (doesn't say whether I arrive ALIVE) but you are going to have to be patient.If you're just heading across town, bring your favorite music tape of compact disc to keep your spirits up. Your frustration will be forgotten once you arrive, Whatever.
Maybe I should have this as teh greeting to my voicemails and emails tomorrow to warn them?
posted by: auntconi (reply)
post date: 06.13.07 (9:42 pm)
Well I know what you should do ~ stay home and read a book, or watch tv, or something ... oops, forgot, you have a job!
Perhaps a warning is the best
.. and pack a lunch to have something to eat in case you get stranded - oops, that sounds awful - pack cookies and a thermos of coffee - better yet, margaritas *giggle
by Redonthehead