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| Dilemma |
| 01.06.07 (10:30 am) [edit] |
| Last saw "the crush" (notice he's in all lowercase right now) Sunday. Not a peep since then. I broke down and called him yesterday to say hi. Got his VM. Since we've begun speaking, he's ALWAYS answered my calls. I really dig him. There was this whirlwind of "wow" between us. So shortly after my call yesterday afternoon, I got a brief email saying that his week has been blah and that was pretty much it. He told me on our first date that he really appreciated my honesty. So my reply to his email was honest. I said I was disappointed that I hadn't heard from him all week. That I was going to the gym, that I'd be done around 6 and we could catch up then. I'm getting the feeling, on his end, that this has fizzled before it began. That I have no control over. Disappointed but will learn a lesson from it. If I'm overanalyzing it and it's not fizzling, I need to know because otherwise, I have a date with Hot Stud (notice he IS in caps) tomorrow. In an ideal world, I'd like to have "the crush" say to not see "Hot Stud" because he's still into me. However, "Hot Stud" tomorrow, will be more like damage control, washing "the crush" out of my hair. I hate this dating bullshit. All the wondering, the waiting, the analyzing. It makes me want to be that crazy cat lady and never date again. Those of the male persuasion, I could really use your insight on this one. |
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