Didn't sleep a wink - not a single wink - Sunday  night. So I got up and was at the gym at 5am. Figured I'd get it out of the way.

Sort of went thru the day in a stupor. Got a call in the afternoon that is setting the ball in motion. I can't go into details about it until later this week, but let's just sum it up to say "Operation Redemption" is finally moving forward. (Some of you may have a clue to what I'm talking about - but don't post specifics about this ok?) 

Once I got the news, my anxiety level went sky high. It's not that I have an ounce of regret or apprehension about moving forward in this manner. I've been waiting a long time for it to FINALLY get to this place. My concern is once 'the other party' finally gets notified (later this week), that there may be threats to my personal safety. I'm always pretty vigilent, but it's on hyper-vigilence now.

Just last night, I was getting home. Someone beep-beeped as I was in the garage, and the door was automatically going down. Scared me for a second, but figured it was someone beeping at someone else in the 'hood. Then, there was banging and knocking at my door. A lot of it.

Everyone that knows me, knows I don't answer the door unless I am expecting someone. I can't see the front door from anywhere but the side door panels - and I don't want someone to know I'm seeing them, you know?

So I was sort of freaked out. I'm taking care of 'guest cat' again for a few weeks while her owner is away on a work project. He's giving me the keys to his place in case I feel too freaked out to stay at home for a night or two. And that's cool.

More details to come as I am allowed to elaborate. Thankfully, I have counseling this afternoon. Reminding myself is a good day for waterproof mascara.