Wrote a long posting but erased it. (No, tblog didn't eat it.)

Long day. 4+ hour wait at the neurologist WITH my mother. I took some preventative Klonopin but it wasn't enough and didn't last long enough. She talked the entire 4 hours. I would put my head in my hands and try to doze off and she keep talking away. I felt trapped.

Appt with the neurologist - well, let's just sum it up to say that I'm fed up with doctors in 'the system.' They just want to pass me along from doctor to doctor, specialist to specialist because I'm not an open and shut case. They didn't even bother to find the films of the tests I had 3 months ago. Totally patronized me.

I have a counseling appt tomorrow. And I see my PCP in less than 2 weeks. I am probably going to go ahead and completely lose it in the appts. Maybe that will get someone's attention to actually do some tests to diagnose me. 

Done venting.

On the positive side, I had some delicious home-grown tomatoes this afternoon. They were still warm from the sun. Shame I can't share them with you. YUM.