Dr visit today. More not good news. I think I'm going to have any future doctors I see sign a "only good news permitted" terms of agreement.

I'm in the mood to bury myself in some cookies but that will make me feel even more like ca-ca. I took a handful of Klonopin last night after all the drama (including several rounds with the mother) and went to bed at 6pm. In the mail today, there's a letter from her - I'm not even remotely interested in reading it.

On a positive note, I finished "Marley & Me" while waiting (3 hours) for my dr's appt. GREAT read. I was laughing my posterior off thru most of the book. The ending is sad - but a happy sad - I was sitting in the waiting room crying. People were looking at me like I was nuts. Four paws up for Marley & Me.