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| Foo-Foo and Grass |
| 04.13.06 (9:58 pm) [edit] |
| I *HAD* to mow my yard today. Well, let me clarify... My vast yard of weeds needed to be mowed down to reduce the obviousness that I haven't a single blade of grass growing. So I am begrudgingly mowing when I turn the corner to the side of the house and LO and behold, mower and I are face to face with Foo-Foo, my bunny. Well, Foo-Foo isn't technically my bunny, but we have an 'understanding.' Foo-Foo and I had a moment. Stared at each other. Realized that the 2nd anniversary of my friend, Beth's suicide is next week. Beth loved Easter. Beth loved bunnies. She gave me little ceramic bunnies all the time. Seeing Foo-Foo reminded me of her and it reminded me of the notes I wrote three months ago. My suicide notes. I put them in a box and I haven't looked at them since. I don't really have a desire to look at them, but I think I'm going to keep them there as a reminder. I certainly hope I never sink back to that incredibly dark place... Anyway, I was spent after only 1/2 way thru my front yard, so I called it a day. (Am I the only one that ends up with grass particles in their nose when they are mowing?) |
posted by: supremeanna (reply)
post date: 04.14.06 (8:18 am)
foo-foo is a cute name :)
posted by: FinalyFree (reply)
post date: 04.14.06 (8:23 pm)
I remember this time for you almost a year ago...I am sorry. I know how hard this must be. Remember her in love and the fact that you realize you never want to be in that dark place again.
by Redonthehead