Tomorrow I'm meeting with civil attornies about pursuing the case against Todd, the guy who drugged and raped me. I've printed out emails, IM conversations leading up to it as well as interactions with some people on a message board about the experience. I initially contacted an atty in September but she hasn't exactly been responsive. The Rape Crisis Center gave me another firm and this firm seems more on the ball.

I'm not nervous about spilling the beans on everything - to this day, I have yet to tell anyone the details of it. I wish I wasn't going alone though.  My biggest fear is that they are going to not take the case. I'm not out for blood - I don't even care about the money - it'd be great to get reimbursed my my medical bills (in excess of $20,000 now) and counseling (I don't even know how much that is). If there was some sort of settlement or judgment, I wouldn't want his money - I would want to donate it to the Crisis Center or use it to get county policy changed in regard to how women that report sexual assault are handled.