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Fuck Fuck Fuck
12.22.05 (11:18 am)   [edit]
I've written how this has been the utterly worst year of my life. I was beginning to have a little hope - with the dates with "P" and feeling a little more like myself.

Then out of the blue, yesterday, I get some news that I was not expecting. It's bad. Worse than bad. I've not shed a single tear about the rape. Since yesterday, I haven't been able to stop crying. I've reached out like I should to my friends and they've been stellar - but I'm in a place where I'm unreachable. Feel 100% completely hopeless. I can't rebound from this. Every time I think I am just coming up for air, turning a corner, things get worse.

And fuck. My mother just drove up to my home. Unannounced. Uninvited.
Would a restraining order for Xmas be too much to ask for?
 


posted by: chicalookate (reply)
post date: 12.22.05 (8:41 am)

HEy if some crazy lady can get one against David Letterman for sending her signals through the t.v. I think you can get one against your mother.

*big hugs*



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.22.05 (9:35 am)

I am sorry you are going through such a rough time. I hope things look brighter for you soon. {{hugs}}



posted by: GottaLuvMe830 (reply)
post date: 12.22.05 (9:37 am)

Awww I am sorry to hear that. I hope things work out in the end. Just think next week starts a new yr so hopefully 06' will be ALOT better for u!



posted by: ruined (reply)
post date: 12.22.05 (10:07 am)

I really hope '06 turns out to be your year. Heaven knows, the crap you've been through, this year, you deserve an entire year of nothing but good. Screw that... an entire DECADE.

Does your mom know that she drives you nuts? My mother used to drive me nuts. I explained to her, quite forcefully, that I'm an adult, now. It took awhile, but she's been pretty good about backing off.



posted by: kreativekat (reply)
post date: 12.22.05 (1:30 pm)

I'm hoping that 2006 is better for the both of us. Let other ppl deal with the crap we've been dealing with for once.



posted by: kreativekat (reply)
post date: 12.22.05 (1:30 pm)

oh yeah I cried most of yesturday too. You aren't alone. *hugs*



posted by: lynne (reply)
post date: 12.24.05 (6:36 am)

I really really hope things get better for you soon.

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